Lola's Journey To and From

Sissy Prints for Sale!

2011-05-07T18:39:00.001-07:00

Going once...twice....

Email me for pricing and info: janemarie304@gmail.com

Bring Spring Inside

2011-03-22T03:06:00.001-07:00

Oh she's done it again..Meg Braff that is. I have been drooling over these photos for a while now.

I would love to roll out of bed each morning from...

and choose something to wear out of this closet each day...

Dearest Blogging Buddies...

2011-03-09T16:36:00.000-08:00

I am ashamed at my lack of blogging due to lack of time and energy in the evenings after teaching ALL day! I miss all of my blogging buddies and miss my creative spirit to inpsire "Lola's Journey to and From." Don't give up on me...more to come this weekend.

Happy Hump Day!

XOXO,

Jane Marie

We're Tickled Pink

2011-03-03T18:57:00.000-08:00

Thank heaven for little girls

For little girls get bigger every day!

Thank heaven for little girls

They grow up in the most delightful way!

Those little eyes so helpless and appealing

One day will flash and send you crashin' through the ceilin'

Thank heaven for little girls

Thank heaven for them all

No matter where, no matter who

For without them, what would little boys do?

Thank heaven

Thank heaven for little girls!

Thats right Baby Newman is a girl...let the shopping begin! Last night Mom and I pulled out all of Liz's and I's old smock dresses and oh how the memories flourished! I am too thanking heaven for this little angel that I already love so much!

No Words Necessary

2011-02-24T18:18:00.001-08:00

Quote of the Week

2011-02-21T00:30:00.000-08:00

Change the voices in your head

Make them like you instead

-Pink

NEDAwareness Week 2011

2011-02-20T12:42:00.000-08:00

I know I don't share a lot about my disorder, but in light of this upcoming week, I feel it is important I spread the word as much as possibly. If it can help save the life of one person from this monster, than its worth all my efforts...

The Mission of NEDAwareness Week

"Our aim of NEDAwareness Week is to ultimately prevent eating disorders and body image issues while reducing the stigma surrounding eating disorders and improving access to treatment. Eating disorders are serious, life-threatening illnesses- NOT CHOICES- and it's important to recognize the pressures, attitudes and behaviors that shape the disorder."

Patiently Waiting...

2011-02-18T18:42:00.000-08:00

For this to arrive...

I fell in love with Ivy and Piper's floral poppy fabric a few months back and Sissy surprised me with my very own pillow for my birthday...well the sweeties over in Australia just shipped it a bit late so I am anxiously waiting for the man in the brown suit everyday till it arrives!

Its going to add the perfect balance of color to my humble abode!

Be My Valentine

2011-02-13T19:18:00.000-08:00

Smile at each other, smile at your wife, smile at your husband, smile at your children, smile at each other -- it doesn't matter who it is -- and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other. -- Mother Teresa

Whether spending this day with your soul mate, friends, parents, or dog...rejoice in the fact that its the one day out of the year you can wear as much pink as your hearts' desire!

XOXO,

Me and My Valentine

To Download or Not to Download

2011-02-10T17:26:00.000-08:00

Yes this for real...and guess what its free!

Thats right the Girl Scout Cookie Locator App.

Totally made my day...teehee

And another...you won't believe

Tiffany and Co. Engagement Ring Finder...

What will they think of next...

Three Words= Lilly.Wedding.Gowns

2011-02-08T18:18:00.000-08:00

Do I really have to have a groom in order to be a bride?

(A big thanks for TCSK for sharing the news with me!)

First 3 down...57 more to go

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Well this past week was my first week student teaching in third grade. Let me start off by saying that my cooperating teacher is an angel, the children are precious, and I have never been so exhausted in my entire life...

In these three quick days, I planned lessons, studied permanent records, and even experienced my second Colonial Day (the first being when I was a third grader at this ver

y same elementary school). It was truly a great first week, but I realized that I have so much to learn and also need to let go of my previous flexible-easy going schedule. No more leisurely mornings spent sipping coffee and watching my morning shows. No more wasting time on the millions of blogs I follow or the embarrassing amount of time I spend on Facebook. NOPE...thats all coming to an end.

I found myself getting in a tizzy that I would never get everything I needed to accomplish outside of school. How I would be able to chat to all of my buddies? When would I paint? How could Lola get all her ball playing time in? These three days really pushed me to my limit in that I have got to return to my mantra for living...live fully eng

aged in the moment!

So just for your enjoyment here is a picture on my first day where we were stenciling our Pine Street Colonial Day tote bags.

Ok...now please don't laugh. Here is a group photo from Colonial Day. I must say the dress was rather comfy.

Cheers to week 2!

The Power of Pink

2011-02-04T14:52:00.000-08:00

"Wherever you see this color, you instantly equate it with a passion for life."
-Windsor Smith

Thats right...Pink is Perfect

I have been day dreaming about my recent gift in the mail...the March issue of House Beautiful. (why I am blogging a second time about it). I just can't get over how the editor nailed it!

Its perfect. Its pink. Its ME!
From pink mini cars...
To my future living room...

To the sweet life of Ruthie Sommers...
"when it comes to color, you can have it all"

And even 50 favorite PINK products!
Hurry and buy your copy today!

Think Pink

2011-02-03T18:40:00.001-08:00

From Blush to Bubblgum...There is just no greater color.

First Day of School!

2011-02-02T03:57:00.001-08:00

I've been waiting for this day for a year and a half now...today my journey of student teaching begins! Nerves, jitters, and excitement are encompassing me today. I am stepping back in the past as I return to my ole stomping grounds...Pine Street School. I'll be in third grade for the next 60 days where I hope to prepare myself to begin teaching my own class in the Fall...I can't wait to share this new journey with you all and hopeful the wisdom and knowledge that come from this last step of in my Masters program.

Wish me Luck!

Abstract Must Have

2011-02-01T17:06:00.000-08:00

Words can not describe how OBSESSED I am with this abstract painting in the home of Jaime Meare's whose home is featured in the new fabulous online mag HIGH GLOSS.

So I have no idea who the artist is behind this masterpiece (please let me know if you do!), but Sissy's painting needs to create its own whimsical version!

Royal Status

2011-01-30T17:35:00.001-08:00

" Sometimes you just have to let your SPARKLE out."- Geraldine

I was lucky enough to have my best buddy attend my Birthday party this past weekend and she might have given me one of my favorites gifts! Have you read it...

Its Julie Andrew's Children's book with a red-headed heroine named Geraldine who lives each day as if she is a fairy princess. I just can't wait to share this gem with my new found friends at school.

Sometimes we all feel like we have royal status, right?

(My Buddy and Me)

Gonna Party Like its MY Birthday

2011-01-28T19:19:00.000-08:00

Thats right...today I am a year older...26 years!

I had a wonderful weekend filled with great family, friends, fellowship and the best SUGAR cupcake!

(not to mention the festive decor and to top it off a birthday tiara)

Thanks to my family for spoiling me!

Celebrate Good Times!

2011-01-28T10:00:00.000-08:00

The fam and I are off for the weekend to do some big time celebrating. In my family birthdays don't just come and go on one day, luckily they last a week!

Cheers to my 26th being a great year!

Special Giveaway

2011-01-27T06:30:00.000-08:00

Head on over to The Company She Keeps for a special giveaway from Sissy's Paintings! She is a dear dear friend who probably is more excited about my little endeavor than I am! She has style oozing out and writes the best blog out there!
Thanks again sweet BLC for all of your friendship and support!

A "Field Guide to a Charmed Life"

2011-01-26T10:43:00.001-08:00

I am swooning over this fabulous new online mag...Matchbook Magazine!
Head on over to check out their very first edition just out!

A word from Lola...

2011-01-25T13:35:00.001-08:00

What could be worse on this rainy Tuesday than Mommy giving me a bath...woof...trying to get warm...woof woof...

Thought for the Day

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image courtesy of Table Tonic

Paintings by Sissy

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Check out what I do in my spare time...

It started out as just something I gave my family as gifts (being that I am a poor graduate student)...but it comes that other people besides my family ,who have no choice but to compliment me, think that they are actually good! So I am starting to commission my paintings...I guess I have a new little business entitled "Sissy".
(A little background behind the name...well my baby cousin who is now not a baby and is 16 has always called me Sissy because she is an only child and we might as well be sisters because I love her like a sister. One thing led to another and eventually the name stuck and my real sister, Elizabeth, calls me Sissy too. I guess its a nickname between the girls in my family.)
You too can have your very own Sissy painting! Just shoot me an email at janemarie304@gmail.com and we can get a color scheme together for you!

Also Love it and Like it on Facebook by Clicking the Like Button to the Left.

DIY Valentine's Centerpiece

2011-01-20T17:38:00.000-08:00

Just call me Martha...if you are like me, you LOVE Valentine's Day not because of all the mushy gushy hoopla but because everything is PINK! Whether having a romantic dinner for you and that special someone or even better with a group of good friends, nothing beats fresh tulips and festive conversation hearts!

Contentment

2011-01-19T10:07:00.000-08:00

con-tent-ment:

1. the state of being contented; satisfaction; ease of mind

2. something that contents

Another more realistic definition of contentment states:

"Something no one will really ever truly achieve. No matter how much they hold it in their palms it will eventually slip through the cracks at the slightest feeling of uncertainty. While partial contentment can be sustained for a brief time frame, it is not an enduring sentiment."

As I sat in bible study this morning, I realized wow...will I ever be content?

Is anything ever good enough?

Will I ever be satisfied, content, just plain happy with life?

Rick Warren says that contentment means my happiness is not dependent upon circumstances. Most people get caught in "when" thinking- "when I get such and such, then I'll be happy." "When I get this skinny...When I meet the right man...When I have this many clothes...When I have this type of car...then I'll be happy."

God says...."No, once you get there, you'll always want something else. You'll always want more."

So how do we learn to be content? The million dollar answer is to STOP COMPARING. God says it's stupid to compare yourself to others. We're constantly comparing and comparing causes DISCONTENTMENT. And because of discontent God says, "You can't handle what I want to give you because you're putting too much priority on things in your life. He wants us to come to Him and ask when we have a need and learn to be content, that our happiness isn't dependent on how much or how little we've got. If you don't learn contentment, you'll never be happy.

You'll always want more...

"All excess is rooted in emptiness. The world's claim of happiness is betrayed by an ever-increasing lust for more. Nothing ever suffices. Nothing ever will.

Christ alone satisfies the ailing human soul."- Beth Moore

Barbie Girl

2011-01-15T06:18:00.000-08:00

Yes that's right, I am not ashamed to admit I am in fact a Barbie girl. From the vintage striped one-piece to the hot pink dream house, I have been obsessed with all things Barbie since I was a little girl. My closet didn't hold clothes as a child, but chests full of all of my barbie accessories and paraphernalia. Hours were spent picking the right outfit for Barbie and her friends Midge and Skipper.
Santa was oh so clever when he picked up this gem for me this year...

I also can't be but just a little in awe of Jonathan Adler's Barbie Malibu Dream House. I know I know...its a bit over the top, but come on who doesn't silver leather poufs?

So tell me whats your favorite childhood obsession...

Hitting the Books

2011-01-13T16:26:00.001-08:00

Excuse my tardiness the next few days as I prepare for my Praxis II (test all teachers have to take before becoming certified) exam on Saturday morning...I feel a bit like this at the moment...

One Meaningful Moment

2011-01-12T03:37:00.000-08:00

"Today is unique! It has never occurred before, and it will never be repeated. At midnight it will end, quietly, suddenly, totally. Forever. But the hours between now and then are opportunities with eternal possibilities." -Charles R. Windoll

God has reserved momentous victories and great rewards for us. But we will never make it to our milestones if we can't make it through our moments.

Baby Newman

2011-01-11T08:47:00.000-08:00

This Christmas our family received the best present ever...my sister and brother-in-law are having a baby! I am beyond estatic to become an Aunt and can't wait to spoil the lil bambino (Baby Newman's nickname) rotten! Baby Newman is already 2 1/2 inches long!

Lonnymag

2011-01-10T15:49:00.001-08:00

Hurry hurry hurry...on over to view the January/February issue of Lonny Magazine!!!!

Let me just tell you there is a big surprise in store for you once you flip through the pages...hint hint...she lives a colorful life! Enjoy!

Snow Day!

2011-01-10T07:25:00.001-08:00

Where's my ball???!!!!

Have fun in the snow today!

Definition of a Mimi

2011-01-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

mimi (n., adj.): unconditional love, quirky nature, devout Christian, delectable homemade biscuits, a true southern lady, gracious in all aspects, puts betty crocker to shame, beautiful, unstoppable faith, and love for her family.

Happy 85th Birthday Mimi!

Beat those Winter Blues

2011-01-07T09:16:00.001-08:00

Pack your bags and lets take a trip...

Its about this time each year when I want to go deep into my closet and pull out a colorful shift, big floppy hat, and a my flip flops and head to the beach with a good summer read. Unfortunately...winter has just begun. I wanted to highlight this beach house that my sister designed this past fall in St. Kitts (because I am such a slacker blogger...better late than never!) It screams "Escape to me"! Its comfy while being modern and chic all at the same time. Oh how talented my sissy is.... Enjoy!

The Hidden Face on the Cup

2011-01-07T08:28:00.000-08:00

If you are like me when you leave the Starbuck's counter, you are too focused on the deliciousness inside of the cup to notice what is on the outside. Apparently there is true meaning in that logo and she has a name...The Siren.

So who is "The Siren....Let’s go all the way back to 1971, to when Starbucks was first coming to be. In a search for a way to capture the seafaring history of coffee and Seattle’s strong seaport roots, there was a lot of poring over old marine books going on. Suddenly, there she was: a 16th century Norse woodcut of a twin-tailed mermaid, or Siren. There was something about her – a seductive mystery mixed with a nautical theme that was exactly what the founders were looking for. A logo was designed around her, and our long relationship with the Siren began."
-Steven M., senior writer
So what do you think of the new logo for your cup that gets the day started?!?!

Happy New Year!

2010-12-31T08:03:00.000-08:00

Excuses Excuses...I won't even begin to apologize for the lack of posts for 7 months. Once again there are just no excuses.
It seems with blogging, and far too many other things in my life, I often get uninspired and lose interest. I feel sometimes like I am going through a drought and do not have much to offer. Thats why I often find myself sitting at home rather than putting myself out there to meet people...aka Mr. Right. I think laziness has a lot to do with it, too. 2010 was a lot like that for me. It wasn't too exciting and for once in my life since college I managed to stay put and not move! (That was a pretty big accomplishment).
I am not going to make any crazy promises and vows for 2011 to be EXTRAORDINARY, but I am challenging myself to make the effort to make things happen. Very exciting things are in the works not just for me but for my family as well (hint hint...more to share later). I can not believe that I will finish my MAT program this coming May. Its a little scary to think that starting in August I will have my own classroom and 20 odd students to make an influential impact on their lives....thats a bit mind boggling, but also an opportunity for me to get out of this post-college rut.
As I approach my 26th Birthday, I treasure the days ahead and enjoy this time to figure life out.

Cheers to all and Happy New Year!

Itsy Bitsy Teeny Weenie

2010-05-29T16:19:00.000-07:00

In honor of Memorial Day weekend here is a little history lesson for you...

The "Bikini"

The bikini was invented and launched almost simultaneously by two French fashion designers: Jacques Heim and Louis Reard. Heim was a swimsuit designer who had created a two-piece suit to be sold in his beach shop in Cannes. He marketed the swimsuit as the “Atome,” (named for its small size and meant to be compared with the atom, the smallest particle of matter yet known). The same summer of 1946 in which Heim was introducing his “Atome,” Louis Reard was creating his own similar, two-piece swimsuit. He named and marketed his swimsuit as the bikini, proclaiming that it was “smaller than the smallest bathing suit in the world.” Reard christened his swimsuit the bikini in honor of post-WWII, experimental atomic bombs being detonated in the South Pacific, near the Bikini Reef. The bikini soon superseded the “Atome” as the official appellation of the two-piece swimsuit. The bikini received its first official induction into swimwear fashion on July 5, 1946 when French model Micheline Bernardini paraded onto the runway in it at a poolside fashion show in Paris. A number of American correspondents responsible for reporting the fashion show were both shocked and titillated by the model’s skimpy attire. While many Americans believed the bikini was simply too scandalous for virtuous American women to adopt, the bikini would make its debut into American fashion only one year later.
What bikini will you be sporting this weekend?

Priceless

2010-05-28T06:23:00.000-07:00

Where can I get a copy?

*Courtesy of Pink Wallpaper

Missing in Action

2010-05-26T13:44:00.001-07:00

Goodbye May and hello to summer...

I have not fallen off the face of this earth...just took a mini-vaca from the blogging world to rejuvenate. With exams, work, and other unexpected happenings, this journey has gotten a bit road blocked...I am sure you can relate.
What is it with this time of year? I always seem to get a bad case of senioritis and I am not even in high school anymore. Granted, I did have a hectic grad course load this semester, but I feel that I have had senioritis in all aspects of my life from not wanting to blog and to feeling very disconnected with reality.
Next week I will be heading to the beach for a week and looking forward to spending time with good friends, my sister, and attending a good friend's wedding. Then its back to class on June 7th. I must say I am ready for a more steady schedule.
Thanks for being patient with me...

Trust in the Lord

2010-05-15T04:10:00.000-07:00

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart, And lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He shall direct your paths"
(Proverbs 3:5,6).

Sometimes we do not understand why things happen...

We get angry. We cry. We feel guilt.

Things just do not seem fair sometimes...but I have to believe that God sees a lot of strength in my family. He has put things along our path because he wants us to turn to him and ask for help and guidance. We truly can not rely on our own understandings but look up to Him in all our ways.

Happy Mother's Day!

2010-05-08T18:57:00.000-07:00

I Said A Mother's Prayer For You
I said a Mother's Day prayer for you

to thank the Lord above

for blessing me with a lifetime

of your tenderhearted love.

I thanked God for the caring

you've shown me through the years,

for the closeness we've enjoyed

in time of laughter and of tears.

And so, I thank you from the heart

for all you've done for me

and I bless the Lord for giving me

the best mother there could be!

-Author Unknown

(Mom andI pictured at the race last night....not a very becoming pic!)

Oh my....how sorry I am for my lack of posts this past week! I have 4 exams this coming week to get through and then things will get back to normal. This weekend I did take a break from the work to come spend the weekend in Darlington, SC with my family for Mother's Day and the race. Would you have ever guessed that I have been to a NASCAR race??? Its only natural if your family is from Darlington!

Enjoy your Sunday and I shall return in a couple of days!

XOXO,

(And Lola says hi!)

I gotta keep working...

2010-05-02T16:28:00.001-07:00

Of course we all know the Blackeyed Peas infamous song "I gotta feeling," well right about now I am thinking that "I gotta keep working..."
On the agenda for this week...
1 test
1 research paper
1 video clip of lesson
STUDY FOR EXAMS!

So in order for me to keep working, I have to be MIA for the next couple of days. I'll leave you with a fun pic from my weekend at the beach for a dear friend's bachelorette party. It was oh so fun with too much sun, everything pink and orange, and a stretch hummer.
XOXO,
JM

Jane Edwards Elementary School

2010-04-29T09:17:00.000-07:00

This is how a conversation went upon meeting a stranger and telling them my name...
me: "Hi, I'm Jane Marie Edwards."
stranger: "What...your name is Jane Edwards?"
me: "(confused) yes...is that a bad thing?"
stranger: "Did you know that you have an Elementary school named after you?"
me: "Really????"
stranger: "Yes, I went to Jane Edwards Community School at Edisto Beach."
me: "Holy crap! Thats soooooo cool!"

So here ya go...check out Jane Edwards Community School!
I wonder if they will have any new teaching positions open in the Fall of 2011?? I would so take it!

Wish I had the time...

2010-04-28T16:03:00.000-07:00

Sally has a new website featuring new work!
I am craving to see this hanging in my house one day...

So I might as well go ahead and apologize now for being MIA and sorry friends but its only going to get worse. My planner at the moment is on post-it note overload with finals in two weeks (AHHHH).
Thank goodness tomorrow is my Friday because I am heading to the coast for a much needed girls bachelorette weekend!!
Until I have time to post something sassy and sweet...
XOXO,
JM

History Lesson

2010-04-25T19:49:00.000-07:00

Maybe you are brighter than me...but I had to ask our good ole pal "wiki" about the origin of this oh so popular poster.
"Keep Calm and Carry On was a propaganda poster produced by the British Government in 1939 during the beginning of WWII, but never used. It was rediscovered in 2000 and has been re-issued by a number of private sector companies, and used as the decorative theme for a range of other products."
Even though Target, Barnes and Noble and many more have taken it to the extreme with mass postcards and other paper products, I still find comfort in its simplicity and true meaning.
XO,
JM

Happy Earth Day!

2010-04-22T09:57:00.000-07:00

Are you wearing green to support Earth Day?
What are you doing to help save our planet?

All the Single Ladies

2010-04-21T13:14:00.000-07:00

“We’re single and free; use that to your advantage…
Don’t waste a minute of your time waiting around… Live a full life”

Its not fun to hear but true that 8 out of 10 young women say they are hoping for marriage but 3 out of 10 women are still single at 30. For all of those that fall into this still waiting around for the white horse and prince category (that would be me:)... its hard to find contentment and reality with this situation. I tend to view it as a big struggle in my life, but realize that I am missing out on the here and now. Us single ladies need to be making the most of the time between now and the future for which so many of us hope for.
I found a book that I am definitely going to add to my growing reading list. Jennifer Marshall's Now and Not Yet, helps in making sense of life in "the gap between expectations and reality." The book goes hand in hand with my ever going strive to live in the moment and commitment to be fully present in the here and now.

Ten Ways to Live Now and Not Yet

1. Live deliberately
2. Be reflective
3. Seek balance in life
4. View life as an adventure
5. Take reality in stride
6. Continue to hope for marriage
7. Have an elastic view of the future
8. Have a sense of purpose anchored in God
9. Be sober about vulnerabilities, make choices accordingly
10. Be encouraged by what God has done to this point

Pink Obsession Continued

2010-04-20T10:35:00.000-07:00

So are you tired of all my posts related to all things PINK yet?? Sorry, but I can't resist. Today Martha had a color-filled show devoted to painting, crafting, and baking all things colorful. Isn't Lilly's motto to live a colorful Life!!
Of course after I have my all PINK wedding, I will begin working on my baking skills in this oh so perfect kitchen!
(Sorry for the lack of deep thought in my posts lately...my brain is currently on hold due to overload and a horrible cold!)
XOXO,
JM

2010-04-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

Begin each day

with thoughts

that bring out the BEST in you

Today I will...

Yes, I can...

I am grateful for...

-from the gift book, Eat Your Peas for Daughters

Pulling my Hair Out

2010-04-15T13:32:00.000-07:00

So sorry for being completely MIA this week friends... do you ever have those weeks where you just can't seem to get it together. Well thats me...nothing feels complete at the moment.
Last night, our Junior League hosted its very first Kids in the Kitchen event with two elementary schools. I found myself to be the co-chair of the event and had a fabulous time planning and getting everything prepared UNTIL last night the event arrived and it was a total bust! I about burst into tears when 6:30 rolled around and only a handful of families showed up! AHHHH It was tres sad and I have felt just down and blue all day. Whats keeping me going right now is that its Thursday which means new Real Housewives of NYC (thats right I am officially OBSESSED) So lets try again tomorrow for a good day when I can rejoice that its Friday.
XO,
JM

Monday Blues

2010-04-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

Just what I need to read in my inbox today...
"Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus..." Philippians 2:5
Trying to keep this in mind as a truck through this long Monday...

Enjoy the Weekend

2010-04-10T07:46:00.000-07:00

Let your hair down

Roll the windows down

Let the sun shine in

and Have a Fabulous Weekend!

XOXO,

(and Lola too!)

The Buried Life

2010-04-09T15:37:00.000-07:00

Did you happen to catch Oprah today? The guys from MTV's "The Buried Life" were guests...now I have not watched MTV in approximately three years so I had never heard of this show, but oh la la are the boys super cute and sweet! Here's their project...

"Relying on goodwill, guts and gumption Duncan, Ben, Dave and Jonnie travel the globe in a purple transit bus to complete a list of ‘100 things to do before you die’ and to help and encourage others to go after their own lists."

So the big question...what is your number 1 thing you want to do before you die? Me...well I want to travel to every state in the United States.
XOXO,
JM

My RED deliciousness!

2010-04-06T17:54:00.000-07:00

Just call me Martha because guess what my newest project is...growing tomatoes! I am a tomato fanatic...I love them on ANYTHING and EVERYTHING! Now that the weather has warmed up quite a bit, I decided to give my first try. It was suggested that I start off growing one in a pot and go from there so here is my new little baby...
I'll let you know how she grows or lack thereof!
XOXO,
JM

Visions of Pink

2010-04-03T18:02:00.001-07:00

Martha Martha Martha...She's done it again! Have you had a chance to pick up your copy of the Spring 2010 Martha Stewart Weddings? IT.IS.PINK.PERFECTION! I drooled over every ballet pink image from cakes and bouquets to sashes and bows. No need for me to plan my wedding, Darcy has pulled it all together for me in this issue. Here is a sneak peek...

"i believe in PINK...i believe in
kissing, kissing A LOT...and
i believe that HAPPY girls
are the PRETTIEST girls."
-Audrey Hepburn

Happy Easter

2010-04-03T17:49:00.001-07:00

Hippity Hoppity Easter Bonnets are on their way!

XOXO,
JM

Toes in the Sand

2010-03-31T14:17:00.000-07:00

Spring Break is here and the sun is out!
I've got my book in hand, my McKims on the tootsies, and my lounge chair ready to enjoy the next few days at the beach!
Enjoy your week and have a "good" Friday!
XOXO,
JM
PS...I am definitely loving the 50's style swimsuits this season! Doesn't she look adorable!?!?

Paint the Town in NYC

2010-03-27T18:02:00.000-07:00

I.WOULD.DIE!

This would be the most wonderful evening I could imagine...I wouldn't even have to have a date, I would even go absolute alone to attend! Oh how I wish.wait.hope my name will be chosen!!!

Sittin', Waitin', Wishin'

2010-03-24T19:29:00.000-07:00

I've got the lines of Jack Johnson's song "Sitting, Waiting, Wishing" stuck in my head. Even though this song is about something entirely different, it made me think about how often I get impatient and tired of telling God about the same old problems day in and day out. This leads me to wonder if God is as tired of hearing and seeing my troubles as I am.

We must remind ourselves that God never gets tired of hearing our prayers and it is as simple as this...HE is waiting for the perfect time to answer. Not on our terms, but on his. He wants us to pour our hearts to him even if it is the same thing EVERY SINGLE DAY!

I am so awful at this. I must admit I have a problem when is comes to letting go and giving up control of my destiny. I want to be the one that makes all of the decisions. I want to be the one who decides when and where things will happen. God tests me everyday to let go and let God. He wants me to be patient and wait for the right time in my life for certain things.

Just something that has been on my mind...maybe instead of praying to relieve me of my troubles, I'll pray for patience and give thanks that tomorrow is FRIDAY!
XOXO,
JM

Palmetto's Finest

2010-03-24T12:57:00.000-07:00

I have to give a big Congratulations to all my fellow teachers and kiddies at Woodland Heights Elementary School for winning the
Palmetto's Finest Award!

If you didn't know, I work part-time in the mornings at WHES where I am a title 1 tutor for second and fifth graders. The entire school worked so hard to accomplish this! I can not wait to finish up my Masters so that I can hopefully teach at such a great school!
XOXO,
JM

Serenity

2010-03-23T15:18:00.000-07:00

Its been one of those days where you just need an escape...a place to be alone and think about the highs and lows of the day. For me, lets just say that the lows>highs. But like I said, Spring is definitely in the air and that calls for only positive thinking. I have my second session tomorrow with a new "coach" (shes really a therapist but I like to think of her as a lifestyle coach...sshhhh) and I was supposed to do a lot more meditating these past two weeks then what I have accomplished. Its hard finding the right place that is peaceful, comfortable, and quiet all at the same time. Now do not get me wrong, I adore my bedroom...but I could certainly getting used to waking up in this room everyday! The colors are tres chic and the room just whispers serenity...remember this is a calm setting now shouting!!

(room designed by Kelly Wearstler)

I hope your highs> your lows today,
JM

Positive Thoughts for Spring

2010-03-21T16:28:00.000-07:00

"It takes just as much energy to believe in the best outcome as to expect the worst."

-Shannon Cutts

Its finally Spring! The weather Friday and yesterday were pure bliss! I can't help but feel as though Spring brings everyone a fresh start, a new brightness to life after a long cold winter. I love Spring and all the things that come with it...Easter dresses, Spring Breaks, daffodils popping up in unexpected places, and riding in the car with the windows down.

This quote from Shannon Cutts, author of Beating Ana, reminds me how easy it is to believe the worst in every situation.

Failure = not getting back up.

Success = getting back up.

But....it takes just as much energy to believe in the best outcome as to expect the worst.

As in, today is a new day. Check. Recovery is not optional. Check. Success = getting back up. Check. Others have recovered and I can recover too. Check.

Shannon says that we are the "hero in our own lives and we WILL save the day; and our own life!"

Happy Green Day!

2010-03-17T03:40:00.000-07:00

For each petal on the shamrock

This brings a wish your way -
Good health, good luck, and happiness
For today and every day.
~Author Unknown
How about wearing these cuties as your punch of green today!
XOXO,
JM

Stuck on Sharpie

2010-03-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

My sister and I have a random fetish...a fetish for SHARPIES! It first started with the brown fine print sharpie. Then it evolved to include pink, the Sharpie Fine Point Pen (that doesn't bleed through), and now their newest color FLAMINGO!
But wait, it gets better! Did you know that you can personalize your very own Sharpie??!!?? You can imagine my excitement when I found that you choose your color, choose your font, write a message and add clip art to display on the Sharpie. I think this might be the best thing I've found ever!
XOXO,
JM

Its the 100th!

2010-03-15T08:41:00.000-07:00

I can't believe it...this is my 100th post to Lola's Journey to and From! All weekend I thought about what I wanted to post for this one, or what I wanted to highlight, but nothing really stood out to me. I did start to think about how my blog goes from silly pictures of things I am currently obsessed with to more serious topics that include my day to day struggles. I never know what will suddenly pop into my head or inspire me.

So that brings me to this question...what defines us? What makes up our identity? Who am I? Whose am I?

So often I find that I get lost in the worries of life and often too consumed with how things look (or more specifically how I look). I worry that I am defined in my family as the one with the red hair and eating disorder, other than my personality and character traits. I also feel lost with out a husband to start a family with to create a new identity separate from my parents.

My journey through life is definitely about determining who I am and where I fit into this world. Slowly, I am realizing that its not a man or children that will define me. With each day brings better insight to what my passions and goals are in life. This time last year I didn't know that I would want to go to Graduate school and pursue a career as an educator. I didn't know this time 6 months ago, that I would begin to have an appreciation for small town Spartanburg. You never know what you will determine about yourself, we just have to remember to be open to the possibilities and focus on the positive things in our lives.

I do not know that we ever exactly determine "who we are" but I do know that with age and experience, we get a better understanding of our values and our place in the world. God has a plan for each of us. We belong to him and HE longs to give us great confidence in who we are. Our ultimate destination is not here on Earth but an eternal life in Heaven with our Lord.
XOXO,
JM

In need of a new Do!

2010-03-12T15:04:00.001-08:00

For all of my designer friends I need help...my blog needs help that is! I was looking at it today and was really excited to see that I have 48 followers! Ok...I know compared to most of you bloggers, that number is quite sad, but for me, being fairly new in the blog world, I couldn't be more thrilled!
I feel I am obligated to re-vamp my blog...but HeLp! I would say that I am 99% of the time technically savvy, but this blog throws me for a whirl! I do not know how to have "stuff" on both the left and right.
So to all you beautiful bloggers, help Lola and me create eye candy on our little blog!
Cheers to a great weekend...mine will be full of studying studying studying with a bit of working at PINK on the side! I leave you with a piece of eye candy from my favorite artist, Sally.
XOXO,
JM

Too Cute to Eat

2010-03-11T17:06:00.000-08:00

They've done it again! Lilly has now teamed up with Barnum's Animal Crackers to go with your Lilly Ruby Red! What will they come up with the next??

Wedding Belles

2010-03-09T12:42:00.000-08:00

Guess what...Guess what!!!!
I am.............unfortunately NOT getting married, but recently I keep coming across all of these beautiful things and I must say I have turned into quite a geek. I have started compiling a special folder on my computer for all of the wedding gowns and images that I adore for that special day. When is going to be you may ask...I HAVE NO FREAKING CLUE! I am not even dating anyone! hint hint...calling all single cute bachelors!
I realized that I never really chat about my dating life, or lack thereof. I often getting really frustrated with not meeting anyone and living in such a small town where the cutest guy happens to be a UPS driver, and big bummer has a precious wife. I will be the first to admit that I do a pretty lousy job of putting myself out there. Maybe that will be one of my goals for this coming spring!
Ok so back to my files...I have to share these beyond gorgeous wedding gowns. I do not know if I would choose to wear some of them, but they definitely make my heart go "pitter patter." If worst comes to worst I can always pull my debutante dress out and pretend. Pitiful, I know.

ENJOY a little bit of Vera Wang and Carolina Herrera!

XOXO,
JM
PS...anyone see Martha yesterday???

The Pink Show

2010-03-06T20:15:00.000-08:00

Yes I am a Martha Stewart fan. Because of my attention to detail and domestic qualities (hehe) I have been called "lil" Martha for some time now. I hardly ever get to watch her show anymore but often browse her website and guess what is coming up on Monday...an entire show dedicated to all things PINK! What could be better???!!!??

The show will feature pink flower arranging, baking, fashion, party ideas, and my personal favorite, Darcy's pink finds. If you do not know who Darcy is, she is the editorial editor of Martha Stewart Weddings. She is the vision for it all and has the most wonderful ideas.

And my favorite photo for last...you think I tease but I am dead serious, I would definitely glide down the isle in this Amazing pale PINK wedding gown.

Be sure to tune in tomorrow to Martha's PINK spectacular!
XOXO,
JM

Delay and Photo Tag

2010-03-03T04:17:00.001-08:00

What could be better than waking up and finding out there is a 2 hour delay!?!?! I finally get to enjoy a relaxing morning with the Today show and a very large cup of coffee!

Cute blogger over at If I Can't Wear Heels...I Don't Want to go tagged me in a photo tag game. So here are the rules:
1. Open your 1st Photo Folder
2. Scroll to the 10th photo
3. Post the photo (no cheating) and the story behind it
4. Tag 5 or more people

Here goes my photo...
(Me with The Company She Keeps and Drowning in the Shallow End of the Gene Pool)

Oops...I broke the rules! I had to pick this photo because it features two of my great friends from Clemson that are both fabulous bloggers...well my little bunny on the very end is a bit of a blog slacker if there is such a thing, but what she does have to say always will give you a laugh! This was on New Year's Eve in Charlotte.
Everyone is tagged so I expect to see lots of pics posted!

XOXO,
JM

Whats eating you?

2010-03-02T15:50:00.000-08:00

So good news! Today was way better than yesterday! After coming home from a lovely weekend at the beach with family (please note picture of the pups and me trying to brave the wind), everything just went all wrong yesterday. From eating disordered actions to printing my project for my special ed class 30 minutes before it was due...it was simply just a horrible, no good, very bad day. I obviously did not fully comprehend an amazing article that I read on Sunday night in my March issue of P31 Woman. The title says it all: "It's Not What You Eat, It's What Eats You." This article explains how we often try to build physical health upon a faulty foundation, meaning we try to "fill up" with food or another addiction instead of the holy spirit. Disordered eating is a symptom of what lies deep within your heart, mind and soul. In order to fix my problem with bulimia, I must restore my mind and soul before I can restore my body to health. Once I have "purged my pain" of wrongful disordered thinking and identified my emotions, I can seek to fill those places with life-giving substances such as nutritious friendships, fun, and scripture. When my heart is fill of, then food will return to its rightful place as fuel for my body, and as a blessing from the Lord to be enjoyed, but not abused.
"It is up to us to guard and nurture our health so we can fulfill GOD'S plan for our life with passion and endurance!"
Just some food for thought...haha no pun intended.
So that brings me to today...
The snow has come again to sparkle city! It is beautiful, but I must say that I could care less this go around because I am desperately seeking Spring weather. Its March now and I am ready for Spring Break and Easter bonnets. Today I have truly thought about that article ALL Day. I of course have had ED thoughts, but not acted on them and remembered that they are just thoughts. I have had time to rest in front of the fire today (class was canceled:), prepare for my psychology test tomorrow night, and enjoy conversation with my Mom and Dad. I pray I can continue to have a good night and I really hope I can stay awake to watch Lauren Graham's new tv show Parenthood.
Until next time!
JM

Monday

2010-03-01T17:38:00.000-08:00

This picture describes EXACTLY how I am feeling on this Monday evening...(this picture is from a forward I received on the effects of alcohol on dogs...this fella had one too many glasses of wine!)
More to share once I recover from my 13 hours of work/school day.
XOXO,
JM

View for the Weekend

2010-02-26T15:03:00.000-08:00

Even though its a bad picture...the fam and me are at the beach for the weekend relaxing and enjoying the beautiful view of the waterway. I hope everyone enjoys this last weekend in February and hope that March will bring warmer weather (i am bursting for spring!).
XOXO,
JM

The Name Says it All!

2010-02-25T12:16:00.000-08:00

Ok girls...I have found it! We ask ourselves why is being a twenty something woman so tough!!??? Here is the book to help us sort out all of our problems. I will definitely admit that I am going through a quarter life crisis! hehe
XOXO,
JM

Friendship

2010-02-23T07:54:00.000-08:00

I am feeling a little bit like a big cheese ball today...I just have to share anyway! This past weekend was fabulous! Molly and I had the best time laughing, drinking one too many margaritas, and acting like two typical teenagers (even though we are both 25, ok one of us is and the other is almost). I am so grateful for the friendships I have in my life. God has truly blessed me in that aspect of my life!

I sent out a card today to a friend in need of a hug that had this inside:
"One finds great comfort in great friends." - Emma Jones
Wouldn't you know it was a Papyrus card! Then today I get this in my inbox...
"A sweet friendship refreshes the soul." -Proverbs 27:9

It is so important that we connect with people and one of the deepest needs we have in life is the need to be understood. Sometimes when I am the loneliest and feel like no one understands what I am going through, my friends surprise me with their support and provide an ear to listen to me ramble. Now, I admit sometimes I am not the easiest person to open up and shed a tear in front of people. I am usually the friend who listens to what is going on in the lives of others rather than talking about myself. I do find that when I do open up and connect with others on a personal level, I feel so much better! I think its time I find another therapist in the area before I talk about myself too much again...
Here is Molly and I at Tin Lizzy's this past weekend!
XOXO,
JM

Finally Friday

2010-02-19T09:39:00.001-08:00

Reasons to be thankful its Friday...

The sun is shinning! Jack Roper (our local weather man) better not be lying when 60 degree weather is predicted for tomorrow.

Audrey, my little second grader who I work with at school, was pleasant this morning and did not turn her lip up at me....thats enough to be thankful in its self! This 8 year old scares me somedays!

Working at Pink on Main for the afternoon and surrounded by an incredible Spring 2010 collection. Have you looked at the back of the new white taryn dress?? Lets just say I have been obsessed with bows since the day my Mom put one in my hair at birth through about the 5th grade...

I do not have to get up before the crack of dawn in the morning!

Girl Scout Cookies are out...this can be something to be thankful for or scary, I can look at it in both ways. My favorite are the thin mints after they have gotten super cold in the freezer. Whats your favorite?

And the best for last...Going to visit a a favorite friend for the weekend in Atlanta!!!!

Have a great weekend Friends!

XOXO,

Ash Wednesday

2010-02-17T10:08:00.001-08:00

If you are like me, Ash Wednesday snuck up on you this year. Today starts the day where so many will give up chocolate, diet coke, or some other means of pleasure for 40 days until Easter. My Mom asked me yesterday, "have you decided what you are giving up yet." I quickly realized that giving up a certain food would not be a good idea for so I started brainstorming what is something that will be really hard for me to give up...
TV?
Shopping?
Shopping?
Shopping?
Diet Drinks?
Splenda in my coffee?
And I won't even begin the other addictions in my life that we all know need assistance...

I have decided this year that I want to make a conscious effort for Lent this year to do certain things that will genuinely help build my character and "realness" , rather than to traditionally "give up" something. I have determined three goals/ must do's for each day for the next 40 days:
1. Write in my Journal Every SINGLE day...yes everyday. Now I have about 20 different journals that I have written in over the past several years that have managed to have lots of empty pages on them. It is a known fact that we can really benefit from writing down our thoughts and feelings each day, whether it be through a letter to God or ourselves.
2. Help someone each day by giving them thanks, praise, or lending a hand.
3. Focus on the positives in my life. Give thanks for the many blessings that God has provided with me.

I'll let you know how I do! What are you doing for the next 40 days?
XOXO,
JM
PS...I am so desperately seeking Spring right now I can't stand it. I am thinking about getting my teaching certification in FL once I complete my masters...Any one want to move to Key West with me?? I had to post this picture from the Costal Living's best issue ever! I am thinking of running away to this location!

Two Words= Carrie On

2010-02-15T07:00:00.000-08:00

May 28, 2010...Let the count down begin!

Happy Pink Day!

2010-02-13T14:00:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day Friends! I hope you have a wonderful day full of LOVE and PINK!
XOXO,
JM
(These are my feathery homemade Valentine's I mailed out this year!)

Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow

2010-02-12T15:17:00.001-08:00

I was not expecting this today! Enjoy this winter wonderland weekend!
XOXO,
JM

Pink Perfection

2010-02-11T17:19:00.001-08:00

Tonight, my Mama hosted a few dear friends over for dinner and a game of bridge (yes they are all 55 years +). I helped Mom in making sure everything was pink and ready for a Valentine's Day gathering! We made a strawberry shortcake for desert...isn't it pretty! As you know I love anything pink. I can't wait to be able to host my own dinner parties one day! Oh and you must visit one of Atlanta Magazine's newest blog writers here! This was written by one of my dearest friends and her description of her mother is just like mine. I am off to enjoy a piece of this pink heaven!
XOXO,
JM

Over the Top!

2010-02-10T18:30:00.000-08:00

A big hug and thanks to Alanna at Sparkles and Sundresses for this adorable award!

I am going to pass on the award to some of my favorites!

Buckhead Belle
The Sweet Southern Life
The Preppy Pink and Green Puppy
Mindless Musings on My Average Life
Drowning in the Shallow End of the Gene Pool

Go stop by these adorable blogs!
Enjoy,
JM

Love what you see in the mirror

2010-02-10T18:08:00.000-08:00

As Valentine's Day fastly approaches us, I am forced to think about love, or in some cases lack their of. I am surrounded by endless amounts of love for family, friends, and our Lord. No...I do not have a special man in my life to share Valentine's Day with, but as I think about love more closely, I realize that I am not in a place to give my heart to anyone else because I have not given my heart to myself yet. Do I truly love the girl I see in the mirror each day? Do I love the person that I have grown to become at age 25? Am I content with being me?

As I pondered these questions, I had a scary realization. No, I do not truly love myself. I feel that there are so many things I need to work on (my health, finances, patience, faith, etc.) that I can't let myself love who I have become because I have so many areas of discomfort in my life. I often feel that I try to perfect things not for myself, but in order to please others and to hear my parents say that they are "proud of me." I should seek forgiveness and righteousness for my own self-worth. God created each of us in his image and loves each one of us more than we will ever know. Why can't I rejoice in his love and be thankful for who I am and what I have. The constant search for more more more does not get us anywhere. My search for love in myself and others is compassion and contentment.

"If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing."

1 Corinthians 13:2 (New International Version)

Chick-Flick

2010-02-08T12:00:00.000-08:00

You better believe it...I am a sucker for all chick-flicks! Lets see my favorite movie is The Parent Trap and my favorite actress is Sarah Jessica Parker. Every year without fail, a movie comes out the Weekend of Valentine's Day that I never can miss. Last year= Confessions of a Shopaholic and this year= Valentine's Day. With a cast including Julia Roberts, Anne Hathaway, and Jennifer Garner, how could this movie be anything from entertaining and adorable.

Going to the movies is one of my favorite things to do because it allows me to escape reality and enter the big screen, where life is far less complicated and always so pretty! It never fails there is always a hot guy, an adorable dog, and an oh so fabulous wardrobe. Who wouldn't want to escape into Hollywood??!!

I'll let you know how it rates on my movie scale (I AM NOT A HARD PLEASER when it comes to movies)!
XOXO,
JM

Tomorrow Can't be Monday...

2010-02-07T13:34:00.001-08:00

Sundays in the Edwards's household usually involve the following 1. a blazing fire in the den 2. a cheesy movie on hallmark channel 3. lazy dogs and 4. comfy clothes.

I had a really great relaxing weekend. I even had a big challenge while out to eat last night with a friend and it was a SUCCESS!
"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." -Philippians 4:13

Now its back to the grind tomorrow and lots of school work to get a head start on. Spring classes are now in full swing and its time to get down to business. Thank goodness for a short week...Teacher work day on Friday and Valentine's Day parties on Thursday (yes I have my pink outfit totally prepared).

Cheers to a good weekend! I leave you with a pic of poor Lola with her new do...she is freezing, but free of all mats!
XOXO,
JM

Papyrus

2010-02-05T04:36:00.000-08:00

If you know me at all you know that I never forget to send a thank you note, birthday card, or any other holiday card to my family and friends. I love the little surprises that slip in the mail slot that you aren't expecting.

I was writing out a birthday card to a friend today that is a Papyrus card from Target. I am obsessed with these cards...especially the dancing red head wearing peacock feathers! I usually have to these cards early before my sister ends up buying the same one (I swear she probably spends $1000 a year on cards!)

If you buy a card made by papyrus you will notice that their emblem is a hummingbird. Did you know that "legends say that hummingbirds float free of time, carrying our hopes for love, joy and celebration. The hummingbird's delicate grace reminds us that life is rich, beauty is everywhere, every personal connection has meaning and that laughter is life's sweetest creation."
What could be a better motto for a greeting card?
XOXO,
JM
Stay tuned for my valentine's that are going out in the mail in a few days...I never buy them, they are always homemade and this year's are too cute for words!

Sending Hugs

2010-02-04T11:35:00.000-08:00

For my favorites who inspire me each day. The five of us can conquer anything together...we have been through lots since high school, but we have definitely had our share of laughs and there will definitely be more fun times to come!

Molly and Me in D.C.
Molly, Stephy, Me, and Maria being patriotic.
Me, Mere, and Molly in NOLA (if I remember correctly, pretty close to brad pitt's house)

With our Mamas!

Me and my Buddy.
Molly and Stephy!

Two are better than one, because they have a good reward for their toil. For if they fall, one will lift up his fellow. But woe to him who is alone when he falls and has not another to lift him up!

-Ecclesiastes 4:9-10

Celebrating 25!

2010-01-31T05:09:00.000-08:00

Check out who is queen for the day...

Sugar

2010-01-31T04:38:00.001-08:00

Best kept secret in Charleston, SC= Sugar Bakeshop. This weekend I indulged in one of these beauties. So why do they beat all the other cupcake chain bakeries? They taste like they came straight from your Mom's kitchen instead of the grocery bakery. Even ED couldn't stop me from the enjoying this treat!

Next time you visit the streets of downtown be sure to pick you up a sweet treat!

XOXO,

TGIF

2010-01-29T16:14:00.000-08:00

This has been the longest week ever! The fam, two dogs, and I are off to Charleston to stay with my sweet sister (have you looked at her blog lately?) and brother-in-law. The rest of the fam will be joining us on Saturday for the celebration. When asked what do you want to do this year for your birthday...on request...Tea party at Fuschia! Its my favorite little spot downtown and the perfect place for afternoon tea and cupcakes. I am obsessed with this best kept secret in Charleston. So excited that Buddy will be joining us for teas as well. Hopefully some spring shopping will be thrown in there as well! Cheers to a great weekend! (yes...I do love being the princess for one day of the year!)
XOXO,
JM

Spring Fever

2010-01-28T12:54:00.001-08:00

I am so excited to be heading to Charleston tomorrow to celebrate the big 2-5! The weather is gorgeous today...but the blizzard is unfortunately approaching and I have a bad case of spring fever today. I busted out one of my new Lilly headbands today just to brighten my day. I have a little feeling this may be coming my way very soon... too bad its only January 28th and I have a long time till I can wear it.
This picture does not do anything for this dress...so much cuter in person and the ruffle stands up a lot more. Remember my obession with ruffles!
Oh another must have this weekend:

Cupcakes make me far happier than cakes!
XOXO,
JM

God can use our failure to bring new growth.

2010-01-26T04:37:00.000-08:00

My devotion for today says this:
"We can always start again when we turn our will and life over to God and allow God's power to quietly work."
Do you ever feel like your life is a jumbled mess? You just can't seem to get anything together and nothing seems to be completed? This coming from a girl who is obsessively organized and labels all tupperware... is making me feel like I am a big pile of mess or like my devotion says, a pile of old garbage. Thankfully, God can use our failures to bring new growth just like he can turn a pile of vegetable scraps, old leaves, and other garbage into fertile soil making a heap of compost.

At Carolina House, we used to take turns taking our leftovers and scrapes to the compost in the garden. I despised this task because I thought it was absolutely disgusting. There were bugs and other "critters" that I did not want to have anything to do with. I remember thinking to myself who would want this in their yard? As time went on, I saw the beauty that came out of the compost. Our chef would show us the rich and nutrient-filled soil that "old scrapes" turned into and how it helped our seeds and little garden and moldy bread grow into lush plants. Now that is a miracle from God. Only He could turn yucky banana peelings into such beautiful things.

God can turn my jumbled life into something beautiful as well and I can not forget this with each day. "He has made everything beautiful in its time." -Ecclesiastes 3:11 (NIV) Only with God can my life have meaning and true pleasure. Without him nothing satisfies, but with him we find satisfaction and enjoyment.

XOXO,
JM

trapped...

2010-01-25T08:52:00.000-08:00

Another start to a new week. I am probably one of the few people that like Mondays, because I always look at this day as a new beginning and I need one now more than ever. I can't believe it but a week from yesterday (January 31st) I will turn 25!!!! AHHHHH that just seems so very strange to me. Part of me is of course excited to begin the celebration and then another part of me wants to take three years back from my life. I am not at all where I thought I would be in life at 25. I will give me credit that I am on my way to doing my ambition in life (teaching youngsters), but I feel very trapped right now. I feel almost like I am suffocating in my own body!

There are so many things I want to do right now and places I want to see, but too many things are obstacles in my way. My biggest goal for the future is to be able to live by myself in my own spic-n-span apartment/small house. Don't get me wrong, my Mom and Dad are my best friends, but our house is getting smaller and smaller with each day. We are finding it very difficult to live together and I desperately want my own space and privacy. WHY you ask I HAVE NONE!

Now before my Mother reads this and goes wack-o, I will be happy to admit that it is completely my fault that I have no privacy because I am not the most trustworthy person when it comes to my illness. What I hate most is that I am starting to get really angry inside almost to the point that I want to throw one of my temper tantrums like I used to when I was 5 or maybe 15 (remember I have redhair)! I want all of this negativity to vanish and me to be free. I want to be free of the burdens of having an eating disorder. I want to be able to leave the house without telling anyone where I am going. I want to be able to keep a bowl of Dove Dark chocolate on the coffee table. I want my mother to be able to get a full nights sleep and know that I will wake up the next morning. Most of all I want to enjoy life and unlock the cage that I have been living in for two years...
"The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." Phil. 4:5-6.

XOXO,
JM

Look what the mailman brought today!

2010-01-23T14:20:00.000-08:00

This week I won my very first blog giveaway! A special thanks to Looking4Lilly for my adorable new hair accessories! I can't believe she makes all of these wonderful things out of Lilly fabric.

I hope everyone had a great Saturday. Today I worked at Pink on Main and unpacked lots of the new spring collection. One word comes to mind...AMAZING! Once again, Lilly puts out another great season!

Have a good weekend and GO TIGERS!!
XOXO,
JM

A rainy day means...

2010-01-21T09:52:00.000-08:00

Wearing my new pink wellies! Ok, yes I am a huge dork, but I have been waiting for it to rain ever since Christmas so that I could wear these puppies. Today it is pouring and cold, but I have a smile on my face because my boots are just so darn cute! Its the little things that can make your day. Ok, I must pay attention in class now instead of blogging and taking pictures of my wellies.
xoxo,
JM

Procastination

2010-01-20T16:13:00.001-08:00

Ughhh...I am knee deep in kiddie lit! I have an integrated thematic unit due tomorrow that I thought would be no big deal finding all of my literature for. WrOnG! So until tomorrow friends...hope you enjoy your Wednesday evening!
XOXO,
JM

This needs to be on a cocktail napkin!

2010-01-19T16:09:00.000-08:00

Ok I heard the best thing today. We girls all know what 'PMS' stands for, but this has to be the cutest way to put it...from now on I will officially call it the PRINCESS MUST SCREAM syndrome. How freaking adorable is that???!!! Unfortunately I can't take the credit for coming up with this, but I think it would be a total hit on cocktail napkins! I am so contacting Mary Phillips asap!
XOXO,
JM

Devotion overload

2010-01-19T09:48:00.000-08:00

Every morning my inbox is filled with various e-devotions that I try to read each day. Some I make a point to always read and others I skim through if the topic strikes my fancy. I don't know if any of you subscribe to Proverbs 31 Ministries (if you do not, I highly reccommend it!) but one of the women who writes a blog shared some really encouraging words to her readers about her struggles with food. Even though our problems may be different, we all can get consumed with food and the thin ideal. Lysa says:
"Getting thin wears thin as a motivational factor. I even used my faith as an excuse. When getting thin was my only motivation, I felt good in saying, "You know, it's really kind-of vain to even care what my body looks like. I think it's more Christian to care about the inside not the outside."
And my favorite line:
Sweet sisters, God made us to consume food.

He did not make food to consume us. Like Deuteronomy 2:3 says, “You have circled this mountain long enough. Now turn north."
I love this scripture...there are so many things in my life that I just need to get over and turn to God. I need to let go, and let God be in control. Thanks Lysa for sharing! Visit Lysa's blog!
XOXO,
JM

Ruffles Galore!

2010-01-18T05:54:00.000-08:00

Mom and I watched the Golden Globes last night (until I fell asleep) and the look for 2010 is definately RUFFLES! Second to big bows, I absolutely adore ruffles in all shapes and forms. Even though I would tweak the color a bit, I am obsessed with Chloe Sevigny's cascading ruffles and also Anna Kendrick's one shoulder number. I am hoping for lots more ruffles to come for the spring!
XOXO,
JM
PS...Today I am so thankful for MLK holiday with no school and sleeping in till 8am!

excuses, excuses..."I'll do better tomorrow"

2010-01-14T10:20:00.000-08:00

If you are like me, this little voice is often repeated often inside of your head, "I'll do better tomorrow." This was the topic of one of my devotionals today. It explains that our motto should be "I am made for more!"

"Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight. Do not be wise in your own eyes; fear the Lord and shun evil. This will bring health to your body and nourishment to your bones."
Whenever you are faced with temptation...READ PROVERBS 3:5-8!!

We should trust in the Lord that we were made for more. In all our ways acknowledge him! Hold tight to the Lord and flee from temptations because we were made for more! This will bring health and nourishment to you and help you find victory in this struggle-we were made for more!

Thanks Proverbs 31 Ministries for putting this in my inbox today!
XOXO,
JM